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with everything going on right now in life i am thankful for all my friends being here for me
my mom is currently in the hospital and im failing two classes so i have a lot of stress when i shouldnt be having anway
thank you anxresi.deviantart.com/ and bluewolf4444.deviantart.com/ u guys have helped me even though we are miles away and i just met you guys a few days ago but to me i feel close to you like we have been friends forever (not to freak you out or anything )
my mom is currently in the hospital and im failing two classes so i have a lot of stress when i shouldnt be having anway
thank you anxresi.deviantart.com/ and bluewolf4444.deviantart.com/ u guys have helped me even though we are miles away and i just met you guys a few days ago but to me i feel close to you like we have been friends forever (not to freak you out or anything )
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I'm back? Sorta maybe idk.
Anyway I'm starting uni...soo yay (notice the sarcastic tone) anyway. I'm tired and too gay for this.
Also
Also
Update on my sexuality and all that shit.
I am
A proud
Panromantic Asexual....cool
Also I'm a dude now, so he/him pronouns plz and its Aiden now....so hi...yeah okay bye?
-Aiden
(Too gay for this.)
confession
Okay guys, I know I was gone a long time but I can explain. First I have anxiety and depression so it isn't easy, and lately I have been having battles in my mind and with my family, and besides that I figured out something that I feel confident in I now feel like I can be free from myself. And you may be asking "what may that be?" I am pansexual transgender genderfluid!! And I'm so proud of who I am, my family wasn't for awhile and that really distroyed and broken my mental state, but I realized that I am happy and proud to be a pansexual and if I lose a few followers over this, I hope that you can move one from this.
Okay that is all have
Digital Art prices.
okay so as you may or may not know, i don't use paint tool sai, not because i don't want to but because i cant until i can afford a tablet (which i cant, because i am saving to go to anime expo). So if anyone wants a piece to be digitalized, i will have to charge them, depending on the art work. And how long it takes me. to make sure that i don't "lie", everyday i will post it to show that i am working on it, if i don't work on it that day then i will let you know i haven't, also I will time myself so in the end of the day i will let you know how much hours i worked on it, so this way, you wont pay as much and no one will think im ripping any
...
the creativity seems so close but its so far away.
i cant reach it, no matter how i try, its to far to grasp
it taunts me, teasing me, it shows what i can do, but cant because i cant reach it
i try everything, but i cant get there, everyday it get farther and farther away,
as i slow down i realize, is this really worth it or am i just a laughing stock in the eyes of others.
i feel my insecurities stop me from getting toward creativity. i want to let go, but yet how do i do so?
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Sorry I didn't read ur journal thanks 4 the shoutout and hope u feel better soon. Stay in touch 